SEX MY ADDICTION
by Kachakwale John
by Kachakwale John
Sex my addiction ?
It all started from I love you to hugs and kisses, promise me, prove it to me then finally the jackpot "SEX"
Something that was once a taboo had become a tattoo in my mind
Let me not pretentiously smile, act holier than thou, cause what am saying even those close to the angels, the pastor's kids know it better than I
My tradition says it's forbidden, my teacher said it's for married, my best friend said it's for smart ones, social media and TV tells me it's good and fun yet my own parents told me never ever mention nor think about it cause am still a toddler in their eyes
I wish my parents told me more about sex before I caught my phone and asked Google
I wish I was told of the dangers and risk before I did my "practice makes perfect" session
I wish my tradition told me why it's forbidden
I wish my teacher told me why it's for the married
I wish someone told my best friend the right information before he helped me land myself in trouble
Am not trying to blame any someone for my condition, NO
I just want you to know my oppression, feel my depression through my expression
If you had told me the truth about Sex, would I been here ?
Okay, let me tell you what you want to hear. Am still young, I have to focus on my Biology, English and Mathematics, I have to be thinking of my career, and who want to be in life. Great!
But did you realist that as I was studying Biology, thinking of my career and life, I as growing ?
If YES! why didn't you tell me the truth sex/St Is, especially HIV? Why didn't you tell about condom use ? yes SEX was my addiction and I never knew how to use a CONDOM
And now that am positive WHY are you running away from me ? WHY can't you shake my hand like always ? WHY do I get to eat alone when the entire family is dinning ? WHY do I get segregated at all the time ? WHY ?
If you had told me the truth, SEX WOULDN'T HAVE BEEN MY ADDICTION.
It all started from I love you to hugs and kisses, promise me, prove it to me then finally the jackpot "SEX"
Something that was once a taboo had become a tattoo in my mind
Let me not pretentiously smile, act holier than thou, cause what am saying even those close to the angels, the pastor's kids know it better than I
My tradition says it's forbidden, my teacher said it's for married, my best friend said it's for smart ones, social media and TV tells me it's good and fun yet my own parents told me never ever mention nor think about it cause am still a toddler in their eyes
I wish my parents told me more about sex before I caught my phone and asked Google
I wish I was told of the dangers and risk before I did my "practice makes perfect" session
I wish my tradition told me why it's forbidden
I wish my teacher told me why it's for the married
I wish someone told my best friend the right information before he helped me land myself in trouble
Am not trying to blame any someone for my condition, NO
I just want you to know my oppression, feel my depression through my expression
If you had told me the truth about Sex, would I been here ?
Okay, let me tell you what you want to hear. Am still young, I have to focus on my Biology, English and Mathematics, I have to be thinking of my career, and who want to be in life. Great!
But did you realist that as I was studying Biology, thinking of my career and life, I as growing ?
If YES! why didn't you tell me the truth sex/St Is, especially HIV? Why didn't you tell about condom use ? yes SEX was my addiction and I never knew how to use a CONDOM
And now that am positive WHY are you running away from me ? WHY can't you shake my hand like always ? WHY do I get to eat alone when the entire family is dinning ? WHY do I get segregated at all the time ? WHY ?
If you had told me the truth, SEX WOULDN'T HAVE BEEN MY ADDICTION.
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